rendezvous .... chilling cold !!!!!

"Those lovely hands shud always be mine
let alone i make them shine..
the life is full of U and Me ....
lets stay together if possible be .... "

just a random few lines in mind ....

m going home .. chennai ... i dunno if i really wanna go but yeah sometimes it good to have a change ....

stay good ....

strange but true !!!!!!!!!

strange but true .... !!!

in our lives we come across so many surprises ... so many such moments that dazzle us at the first touch and first sight .... and also so many moments of myth that we trust and believe to be true whereas they actually are jus illusions or are manipulated by people .... the december edition of THE WEEK had many such abstracts and myths commonly accepted by people and still on the GO .... so there do exist such modifications and fabricated truths that are kept aloof people or may be people dun even know !! ...

a friend of mine once was cycling on the college roads .... a lone child to his parents ... no siblings .... very restricted friend circle that time .... he wasnt a professional cyclist .... cuz wen he was riding and wen he needed to stop it ... he jus shouted to us , " which brake should i use to stop the cycle " .... now laugh at it .... cuz we mocked him for always and evn today he suffers the poor jokes from us on this ..... so that is how we know him to be .... a great nice person ... a geek in the touch and a thin parallel structure made out of slog wood .... he is so thin that he can manage an excape through the tiniest of the holes.... we used him a ghandhi in disguise on occasions like the independence day mime etc .... gets drunk and spits out some crappy stuffs that obv he doesnt remember ... laughs lot wen he's drunk ...

a few weeks back the iift results were out and from the entire Chattisgarh state der wer only 3 short-listed candidates ... two from my college and one being him .... what a great thing to happen for him ... for all of us ... a great boost to him and a great treat (waiting) for us .... he's really good in apti and all these stuffs .... more than good i can say he manages time well and give proper time to all sections ... really wanted to appreciate him for this feat ... still PI GD to come but i hope and wish he gets thru .... the strange thing here is he doesn't know riding bicycle and is bad at household chores but great person and a great entertainer indeed.... and he's famous in our grp for kalaichifying thala .... he's the one thala is always annoyed off ... he jus pisses him off to no limits ... god he's so spelled in teasing and irritating that .... thala one day may not think twice slapping him ... but THALA is thala ... he different creed in himself ... his ideas r ideal and sticks to them ....

this is a jus randon post .... but i'm getting the touch bak to blogging ... slowly though ,..

new year wishes to all ..

life is hard to deal ... but soft if let it deal itself !!

we all go thru times of stress and pain .. times when we just arn't in our best and times when we miss that "just-magical-touch" which could heal us ...there exists so much in our lives that we can simply let our past go off us and let the present play its plot cuz we are already too messed up and too dragged to think of what had happened ... i obviously dont mean to say that we shud leave our past and move on but yeah we could atleast not dwell on our past ...

already having so much utter shackles and shambles in life that if we give any more consideration to the unwanted , we might well land up in hell and then settle the affairs... but what if we could all this now ??

and this is possible (in my senses) when we stop dealing with the life and let it deal with us ... cuz at times its good that we dont take all the mess over us and let it on something else .... we keep track with so many people in life ... we trust so many people in life that if by some mistake one of those trusted ones criss-crosses our personal path and makes it public..then is when u lose ur trust on people ... not only on that individual but on all .... and that is the moment when we expect the others to stay on with us and understand us ....

whats wrong if we get numb to people's reactions ... we have life in us.. but we can still be vulnerable to people's comments and interference on us ....

i've become like this .... made myself vulnerable to everything ... atleast if not vulnerable... i'm being plastic in senses and dun let people see into me .... this is kind of perfect if u want people to stay off u and u want to stay aloof .... but then the fact arises when u need them to see thru u .... when u need people to see those sleepless eyes .... those lonliness in u .... u feel like had someone called us and asked , "what happened ?? " ... but that doesn't happen cuz of the plastic immune nature that i've got on myself ... the sheath that i've covered myself in doesn'e let me people feel me ... and so i end up at the end of the cliff alone .... no one even to push me off !!!!!!

this is what life gives u when u give nothing to life ....

i suffer ... we all suffer ... unless until we change ....

blessed by the immunity ... and shackled by the pity !!!!!