so much to say ... still cant say ....

i'm so much in these. .... wt m i talking ???? .... leave it ... let me start over again .....



fine fine .... this is what m trying to say .... at times i feel so numb and may be like speechless in front of people .... before meeting them i've so much in mind to express... so much to talk to them ... so much to tell them that what i felt of them.. what i feel of them... but right at the neck of the moment when i see them .... that's it damn it ... i forget thiings... or may be i don feel like expressing them.... n pls i dunno wt's this that's happening... or happens with me ... i go black-out ... like some movie scenes..... like some dreams ....

even when its something that's good for them .... when i feel like advising them ..... i know that my advises may help them tackle with their situations..... but then again the same problem is that i cant express my views...... it feel so pathetic to be like this .... to be like this ... to be so dumb and speechless ....

its not like it happens to a particular girl.... not like the love scenes shown in movies and crap .... but it happens with my very close friends too...

friends to whom i can anything... and they wont mind tha... they will take it very lightly ... very jovially .... ad then still i dont tell them what i feel.... and this whole awkwardness is taken a great stride when i'm in a odd mood.... people like i'm ... i feel like kkeeping silent whenever i feel odd and detached from things.... i easily regain ma self when i dont talk to anyone and keep aloof .... it gives me tremendous energy .....

but that's not an answer of where i started .... what i'm in now .... the problem is i cant tell people what i feel... cuz the 1st and the foremost thing that comes to my mind is that "may be they 'l feel bad .... " and then i dont talk.. i jus keep shut .... i jus keep numb .... i have nothing to say.... and i feel may be i'll hurt people ... may be people wont understand me ... may be they will make funn of me .... whateva ....

and if this thing goes .. i think i wont be able to even tell my love to the girl whom i'll love heartout .. in case i find any .... i always imagine myself to be in talk with my very close friend and i tell them something that i feel by heart .. and then they take it so lightly .. like nothing happened...

i dunno what's all this ... may be i may be over all this in a day ... or few years ... or by an hour ... but at this time when m writing .. i feel like this ...

fine ... thanks friends for taking all crap from me .... u all are really awesome .....

another fete..from the bestest i've known....cloud 9

i should very sincerely apologize to this blogger - rohini prashant for not picking up her award for me and that too being so late and lazy ....

*sorry re*

and yeh as ever as all of m too extremely happy .... i have been awarded in back-2-back from the most awesome bloggers... samad ... and now its rohini ... who is jus so too goood to miss her posts anytime .... anything she writes i 'll read.....so nice she pens them ....

now coming to honour that .. actuall i dont knw the rules like everytime, every other blog ..... cuz even rohini doesnt know that ... :P .. so m clueless too..... in this m including as much ans as many i know who have been with me from the start ... old buddies,,,new ones too... especially vaishu ... whom with i had been chatting like a hell for 3 hrs on her post.... its been a real special applaud ...

so this award goes to ....




vaishu - i know u've been awarded by RP .. still i feel i shud honour again
guria
yeshu
Samadrita
pankhuri
pooja mahimkar
iyer paiyan
lakshmi
solitary writer
soul of a woman
manju gone blog

hey u all above.. i jus love u guys... u all rockk ..........

strangest thing happens..unexpectedly...but HOW??

really friends i'm sure this is a very rare and the strangest thing that has ever happened to me since the first day of mt blogging carrieer..... yeah trust me m not lying...

yesterday night i checked my dashboard at some time around 11.30 pm and there were some 62 unread posts of my followers and that was when i checked in jus after 3 hrs, i.e, i checked them last at 8pm .........that means within span of just 3 hrs my dashboard had 62 unread posts for me....and i think m close to following some 250 blogs...since it is the limit on the no u can follow..... and now when i got up in the morning at 5..as usual i always sit online whenever it is possible for me for some 20 mins and then from 5.30 on i'l sit to study....

today it wasn't the case...i thought i will start of with the gre word lists ... which m very poor in memorizing....and then thought will come ol ..check the dashboard and then again sit and study.....

when i signed to my blogger very strangely and to my utmost surprise i found that there isn't even a single new post from any of the followers.... it was extremely eerie for me....it has never happened before....whenever i check in my dashboards , i always find atleast 5-10 new posts to read... but today, there isn't a new post from last night 1 am... this is utterly different that's happening.....

where are all the best bloggers of the universe???? where r u all... y dint anyone scribble anything from last night.... dont do this..pls...this makes me feel lame...and handicapped ...... such addicted m i to this blogger-o-mania......

hey u all friends out there.. c'mon write something.... m getting bugged ...

that's it.......... bye

P.S. - me getting up at 5 isn't strange.. so dont argue... actually it isn't strange now.. might have been a month earlier...

so i have been awarded....my first blog award....

undoubtedly...m on cloud nine....now i think i can jump from a cliff and go straight diving into the cold waters and then hunt in the wild....like edward cullen.... awesome...m feeling so much on a high...as if m on drugs....

and the person who's responsible for this happiness of mine is samadrita....isn't it an honour to be awarded by that brilliant writer... OMG ... for once again i cant believe it...

thanks...

and like all other awards it too comes with some rules set by the distributor...

it is known as "Samadrita's Special Blog Awards"

1.)You have to display the award in your sidebar mentioning who you got it from with a link to his/her blog....well in this case my link (well wouldn't you say I deserve a li'l gratitude? :D)


2.)You can keep this award only to yourself or pass this on to more deserving bloggers of your choice.I leave the decision to you.(I'd say pass it on to others...spread the warmth)



that's ittttttt.......................



and now its the perfect time that i can pass it on to the best people whom i'm friends with on through blogging and also friends who re blogging....

SG
vishnu
soin
rajesh
neha
happy-birdie
yeshu
hot-piece-of-sass
kaka &
my-poetry

Thanks for all of u for making my blogging a sense and specially to the "soin" who took me to blogging desks...thanks a lot....

and i hope all of u can give it to many as amny u can...adn let the chain continue..

m jus overwhelmed....i cant say anymore....

awesomeness of nature...and its beauty

Tour of Suisse cycling race passing through St. Gotthard Pass, Switzerland .... courtsey : BING ...........

isnt it just looking mindblowing... what a lovely pic... just i was surfing and thought of using bing for a change from google.... and hence did i find it....

insanity... ???????? what's happppng... Damn....

what do i do....what do i do ?????????? i have nothing to do...or may be i've nothing to think of what to do.... or i'm just blank.....blank...serene with no thoughts.....seriously m having no thoughts..by now you might now that m not able to put my thoughts together.... i really miss a lot of people in ma life....m not a so much hard-rock-hearted guy like many....m soft-sober-emotional.....and many criticize me for not being strong emotionally....i, very easily get affected by the thoughts of people about me....esp for those whom i care like a hell...i anytime every time can be there for them....when they need me..when they dont need me....when they shout at me...i want to take it all from them....cuz from them i cant take silence....the eerie that they produce in my ears is jus so hurting...jus so unfair and unrealistic.....i really cant c people not talking to me who are my own....whom i say that are just mine....i dont like sharing them with anyone...may be i'm too possessive at times.... but i fear loosing people...cuz i've lost a real big major part of life....one whom i want back in this life....but its hard to get back.....

i know life at times shows us an virtual-end-tunnel....dark-lonlines filled-air .... around us with no one near by...may its just the check of the supernatural (as i define god) for our deeds...and our craps that we take and make everyday.... so its like this.....like this...which i just cant define..or may be now i cant define it....its jus odd ... pretty shackling....

i cant believe that i have been not writing any poems for quite long..its so unusual self of mine....if not a complete meaningful one, but i atleast write a small stanza...something that comes to my fucking-mind.....but for the few past weeks i'm not even writing a word...and m completely being paralyzed away from some sense-blogging.... m not even properly reading my best-loved blogs..... and one of them is RANE-the solitarywriter..... where is that goddamn person.... no posts from that blog for long...or i missed it.....m missing it....

i live in a house, that we 12 friends have rented for a year....its really like a festival daily....and now when the real festival is coming, many are leaving for home.. few left...few goin on sat.... i will be waiting for them to come back....cuz i love being with them...jus amazing....

i have been like this for so many times .... many times i feel so lonely....and the worst part is i get over them so easily....seriously i get over depressions so very easily..... and m the best synonym for "frivolous"...i take things so lightly...like a feather...and its sometimes the worst....the worse that one can be in a state.....

i dont wanna end this post....i dont know how to end this post...cuz i dunno what i started with...what it means....so m jus putting a few lines that i wrote y'day...and one friend of mine liked it...and copied it too...

"when ur feeling very lonely,
jus take the love from ur heart....give it a name.....
and then give her a hug....and caress her for eternity...
just kiss her...and deeply love her.....
cuz only she can make u feel comfy....no1 else can....
love you..."

P.S. - this post is not meant to point at anyone....so kindly dont bother me by asking ....

P.S.S - those who stood by this post till the end, i appreciate them....you are all feted.... :P

crumbled..jumbled..varieties...all in one room...

few of my room mates today have been having some problem..cant say a problem exactly...but yeah all are not the very well....

soin has mouth ulcer..poor he...who loves a lot of fast foods and nice spicy items..is suffering from two days.. hard to see that for him...and he must be really happy that he's goin home on wed...he really did miss home a lot....

surya was great till morning....suddenly he got fever at noon...and from evening he's having dehydration....poor he...but still under such rough situations he's able to talk on phone...porambokku naayee....and then mama,juju,sisir took him to the "Dr.pandeys", where u can expect the worst treatment in raipur...seriously YES... raipur has such a pathetic medical facilities and docs that they will refer u for a bloodtest if u are having headache..such useless idiots...and HIV test for having a simple fever...its goddamn better to spend that money goin home rather giving it to these people....

thala went to bhilai today..dint tell anyone for what he's going..like always...we never know where he goes...what he does...and if we ask him he will simply say something..some reasons..that we cant argue...but really its fun to have him around...not cuz he's a jovial char..but the nikhil (aachayan) and bips make a lot mock of him...and seeing him annoyed is like the greatest pleasure for us.... :) ...

kuchi..now in simple i can only say he went to raghu's home to sleepover....NO NO NO....not like what u think..he jus went..felt asleep there as he was tired .. and slept off....

after many days its really nice to see sisir getting some proper time for sleep...earlier and all he used to take tutions to some kalda...goddamn who cares...as if he cared...but he was a sincere teacher...morning 6-10 and then evening again from 7-11pm... isn't that horrible....a 21 aged guy taking tutions for a 19 aged girl.....the only obvious conclusion from this is that ..the girl must have looked so pathetic..so attu...so dumbo....

and then juju...from last 60 hrs or so...i think he dint even leave his laptop for piss/loo/food/sleep/or any natural phenomenon....until he finished(or may be abt to finish) "The Lost Symbol"..he just was glued to the screen..nd only time i saw him talking y'day was during manu , chel match... dai, he's height of madness..addicted to ebooks....

ela and sankili....no work....summa everytime they will be free..they will go and take a puff...and come backk...watch some movie....and sleep....enna pozhappu edhu ???? almost they smoke 2packs a day..or jus a lil lesser...but its seriously harmful...i hope they reduce it with time....sankili is really doin a lotta work at the home..cleaning the tank...and stuffs like that...

nikhil and bipin as i already mentioned are the best entertainers and their prey is 'thalaaa' .. anytime they see thalaa, they will start making fun of him til he gets annoyed...bipin got really good score in y'day's SIM CAT .. both of them are really puttin great efforts...hope some of us..atleast one of us land in an IIM...over la...but yeah possible....

and then of cuz the ME....what did i do whole day..nothing...completely jobless....wished a lotta school friends for EID...felt nice talking to them....and then saw "hangover" and "K2H2"...really how many times will i see this movie...one really gem of the SRK and kajol...awesome awesome movie....two movies bak-2-bak.... wow what a great prep for GRE...if i do this..thats it...m gone...but i did study today...

thats it..m outta ideas..

P.S. - nothing ....

P.S.S - most of us are having cold...and its sick.... waaahhhhh !!!!!!!!

HOD died..we dint mourn..but wanted a holiday...filthy minds...

i know that i dint find a small caption for the post.. but i think it explains it all... m posting after a small break.. i needed this break.. cuz i was goin thro loads simultaneously... stuffs with friends...stuffs with unknown aliens (call them acquaintances) .... and then proff, those sick dumbass.... and the magnitude of flying time.... i felt like all of them got over me ..got over my nerves...and then i needed a few days off.. many of my good buddies stood by me... i did share nothing with them..but jus presence with me was a great booster ..... i cud heal a lot faster....a lot better .... and then when i was getting over with this i had a terribly tiring and heavy day y'day.. enuf enuf ... blah blah !!!!!





few days back, i think on Thursday our college MECH HOD passed away ... and we got the news at 10.30, and our 1st lecture had just began...post lecture we came to know all classes has been suspended, but to my sudden surprise i found my class still goin on and that too the HOD taking it.. bullshit...

now at 10.30 when i told my classmates that tripathi died.. people had mixed emotions....roughly (may be) jus 1 or 2 were sad for him... most of us expected a holiday,the day and the next...and many were happy that someone cud show the bloody boozers that this is their fate...saala is used to drink daily...and then we cant expect him to be alive.. liver failure..nice ah .... poor ..

and the worst part was that we were happy...cuz we expected a holiday...now that's bullshit and "fucking disgrace"...that we thought so...i cant explain ..rather no one can..but the first thought of his death that we had was a holiday.. a bloody day off....i think i shud "ahhh chalo, finally a day off"...

but then i realized that it was a corrupted thought...a thought tat was not expected of me...or in that sense of no one...but that is the natural self..thats how we think..not only me..but all of us thought...that we need a holiday...

now tell me is that a crime...?? that is a crime??? is that hell crap ??what do i say..i feel so disgusted of maself...tell me what to do.. tell me what u may all have felt ?? wt reactions ??

anyways quite a long post may be..

m off to books...gre....byeeee.....

hey tripathi...RIP...thats all i have for u...

clueless ... !!!!!!!11 ... get me some freetime...

i dont know what to write ... i have so many things that i'm planning to blog upon... some 5-6 topics.. that i have thought of.. but i just dont find the time or the patience so sit and blog.. suddenly this is happening..

i usually check all blogs daily...that i follow.. but now from past 3 days.. its really hectic for me....

sorry all..

m sure i'll be back with some nice and better posts...

great time call for great measures ....

sleeping ... is a medicine... of life

right now... its time for me to go to college... today my lecture starts from 8.30 and i'm in no mood to attend the opening lecture of the day... cuz that bastard sucks big time... knows nothing...or he knows everything but teaching.,.. n dont wanna blame him more and spoil my blog....

hey all lets start of with a fantastic morning....


everyone ... every damn possible human creature living with me here is asleep... deep asleep.... and i could clearly see the contempt in their closed eyelids.... behind them are the aura of life that we all go through in our sleeps.... the aura that lets us forget every thing that we went thro the day....let it be a bad day or an excellent day that passed off.... we jus shrug off these load from our minds and drive into the valley of peace...

sleeping is a medicine for all of us... its the best thing that keeps us ticking...the best thing that keeps us alive.... the time for which we sleep, are the moments when our heart and mind take the least bothered and the least tense times.... we find ultimate solitude while sleeping....the ultimate soberness that we gain in our sleep is just behind our thoughts....

deep sleeps cure us of anything that we are goin through.....it may be anything.....sleep can cure even the worst of the diseases....cuz as i think its the ultimate peace of mind that matters for a healthy living....and what else do we want than taat.....

taking to the other showers of sleep i wish to explain the "love" part... love even when u sleep....history says that true love is realized when ur deep asleep.. cuz they are the only times when the heart finds time to think and put thoughts on wts happening...heart needs a rest time...and sleeping is the best working hours of the "dil".... it thinks of everything.... and gives it a visual try on the brain... that what we know as dreams... what dreams are (or) how medics define it is that it is the remains of our past day that comes to our thought... but i think its the work of the heart thats been visualized that time....

sleeping is an art..really m saying this... cuz many people cant sleep when put under stress...and thats when we need to understand that the stress can wear out only by sleep...peace to the mind is the peace to the body....those who cant sleep...or those who are insomniacs are forgetting a thing that ..unless until they take an effort to sleep...it wont help itself..

the more the sleep, the more brisk are we to start of the new day...an effortless and sound sleep does the trick for many of us for the next successful day.....its the foundation of the new start... it keeps us alive and on natural run.....

i know i have had enuf blah blah blah....

have a great day to all...

the game of cards....gamble or trust

2.00 am : technically speaking i should be deep in my sleep .. but today theres something thts not letting me sleep.... may be the tale of my roomie..... the tale of what he told about trust.. and theexperiences with it... it really takes a long tail to believe and trust someone from your heart... cuz a trust once kept on someone stands till eternity or till the other person doesn't ditch u out..... it hurts really if someone breaks ur trust...

my dad always quoted "we can cheat anyone in terms of money or for wealth...it will come back in some time ... but cheating someone in trust is unforgivable.... it just cant be relaxed upon".. and he always taught me of that... i dunno how much successful have been in his shoes...but i just know that its a real pain... a pain that wont leave u till u die...its an essence of hopes and love..... love is made of trust...trust in made of affection.....affection comes from heart...and heart lives the soul.....and once the trust is broken..the soul is ruptured...

i know these are some big hypothetical words that m using.. but m sure everyone who has ever had a trust broken,even for the least of the things wont ever be forgotten....those lines of thoughts which a person is subjected to when he/she is being broken of his/her trust reminds him of his/her mistake for a lifetime...a mistake of trusting someone...a mistake of keeping our hopes alive on someone else....

according to me ...there can be only two things in this world that we can be done unconditionally.... one is love and other is trust....which is a synonym of love...they cant exist alone.....trust has exist for love to exist and vice-versa....they are two parallel roads of the same lane....

trust is a gamble.....trust is a game that each one of us have to play in order to survive...and each one of have to pass in order to revive.....cuz its the test of the biggest and the highest points at stake, the heart...the love...and i think i can aptly compare it with the game of cards....the game of gamble which we have to take in order to survive in the game....and our one wrong choice or guess may spoil our whole game and teh series of games to come....

just imagine this trust and gamble as a child baby which is been thrown in air ..... it trusts that the person will catch it back...or else it'll die... this is known as an unconditional trust..... a trust without an option....and imagine if that trust is broken, the child looses its life.... and dead....

this is what in real life also trust can do to people...enormous trust on someone can sail us a thro a boat and otherwise a broken trust can sink us forever....

i advice each of the reader of this post to think thousands before you trust anyone.... and once trusted, then trust from heart....and then dont ever re-think again of taking ur trust off them.... cuz it'll kill the both ....

i think its too late n i shud wrap on bed.... too late really... may be i was still awake for the sake of this write....

i love writing...love scribbling....

P.S.- please dont break anyone's trust.... please .. its a request... thanks

yippeee... i am tagged !!!1

its been for a long time that i have been seeing blogs where people are getting tags and i always wondered what these are all about... just this inquisitiveness was ended by kaka when he tagged me here.... thanks a lot....

tag is to take a day of your life and tag the products u use that day...tag all that u can .. that u come across it...

here's the start ....

my social networking that i first came across .....

my deo brand :


my new addiction :



lapi that i use ... it's my roomies :

my favorite network :

my good morning starts with :


my best jeans is from here :

weekly hangouts with friends :

how can i forget my financial assistance :


finally my best tool to communicate :


there are so many more that i jus m so lazy to mention them too ...

and yeah i pass on this tag to :

girl next door , D , mynameisjane , soul of a woman , justmythoughts , lifeisbeautiful , maverick-misfit , mea-culpa , obsessions , sneha , solitary-writer , nikita ,

and i pass it to all whomsoever can pick it up... just fun.. enjoy u all .....

perception of mind...thats what best affects...

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i have been reading a loads of blogs now and then .. and i have been really great to find some excellent blogs and blogging competitions... people are so fluent in the way they write....and so dextrous and apt in the way they want to convince their points... m really shocked at times to see people of such caliber.. adn now that i rally feel y did i miss blogging for a long time....

i really shud have been doing this from a long time back.....

anyways what i wanted to tell in this blog is that about perception of mind...the way in which you really think ...the way thaat matters... i say and very strongly approve the fact that one mind and its perception are their best and their worst too.... its this perception of our mind that makes us see things ... if it says to see a particular event as good, we see it as good and otherswise as bad...this whole concept of perception drives us thro our lives....

we really need to know that how we think of things....how we receive things...how we look at things...and this matters a lot....a lot cuz it affects our decisions...it affects our sight at things....

कहते हैं की अगर हम चीज़ों कों देखने का ढंग बदलें तो चीज़ें हमारे लिए बदल जाती हैं। हमारा दृष्टता ही हमारी कमजोरी है...और वही हमारी ताकत भी ...

means that our strength and weakness of taking any event is dependent on the way we perceive it... every step and every decision has a positive and negative sides to it.... if we think we cant win..we wont ever win... but if we think we can, atleast we will be closer to victory....and this motivates us..it drives us to do better....

our ability to do and not-to do anything is firstly based on our views on that thing....the way to see a thing, it looks like that to you...so u see benefit, u take benifit....u see anger, u get anger....u see love, u receive love... and likewise...

if you understood anything what i wrote..jus read this and tell me honestly what you read at the first sight.. pls be very honest..

"godisnowhere"

this is perception... think...

P.S - i got his whole idea of writing about perception from this post here ..... i really liked this post by the author... and it was really well written.. kudos

somehow ended... phew !!!!!!!

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towel in the ears.... kichhi.. kichhi !!!

!!!!!!! oru paiyan ... peru JUJU.... manasaulla periya "dash ka dash" nu nanaippu..... sister brother father of..rather master of mokkais..... everytime u talk to him u will surely end up scratching ur head off for his mokkais.... "sorry to all who dont understand mokka...."...lemme try...mokka means "chatna" in hindi and "poorjokes" in english ???... i know m not even close enuf to explain... but stil a try is a try.... !!!!!!!! ...

he is an unlimited storage tank of mokkais....anytime anywhere he can put mokkai....rather everytime he can throw mokkai at u... mokkai is his speciality...his qualification...his religion.. his wife.. his life...his love....i mean even his pe**s .... every organ in his body is made of mokkai blood.... saavu....

til now i've written nothin realted to the topic yet....and now lets get to it.... "towel in the ears...kichhi... kichhi.. !!!! " ... means simply screwing towel end into ur ears.... it irritates to hell... for some its a plesure..for me sure hell.... irritation maybe.... n this is what this guy juju is known for.. simply disturnig others with a wide smile.... with the least and nearest available weapons.. and usually its the towel .....

i will be simply sitting n doing my work or something.... watching a match... with full concentration and then suddenly i get shocked and tremble at my seat... for a moment i feel like some earthworm or a spongeworm is playing and moving in the ears... it feels like some gudgudi....i hope janta can understand the former term.... some irritation seeps thro my ears and to my senses in fractions of seconds and m completely off my work.... and bloody he'll be standing behind giving a wide open smile.... as if nothing happended and enjoying everybit of others irritation and happy at other's expense.... seri edo onnu.....

and the worst part to it s that he does this daily wen m unaware and concious somewhere else...and still m not in adapt to this....

and he does this to everyone...and everone gets irritated .... his prime goal of this childishhhh act...and he's so happy seeing us .... and its really great to have him smile...that childish smile.... worth millions...billions...trillons....more more...... correct there are some moments that money cant buy....and so is this JUJU... he's such an excellent person to be with.... nice charming guy... fun to hangout with.... loves FIFA....co-addict with soin.....who is a music freakky...and foodmaniac..only if properly and cooked for his likes....very choosy with food....extremely talkative...alike me....we both can combinedly shout at bery high decibels..... and there with him is another music maniac...kuchi...takkali....porambokku....eppo partha tunguvaan....vera pozhappe kadayadhu....kadala poda teriyadha naayieee.....evanlam enna tah kalyanam panni.... aiyo aiyo..!!!! ....


seri started off JUJU....till..kuchi.... may comedy characters are there in here with me.. my roomies.... wil describe rest next...

dont u tell me girls stay a step above guys !!! DARE u dont...

girls....girlss..........girlssssssssss......... oh goodness....my helll..... if anyone has any damn say that girls are better than boys and they reason it by stating atleast "girls dont abuse in public"...then hey u all go wash ur mind and thoughts in loo.... cuz this is the truth ....

are these girls or something else..... okay i dont say girls cant abuse ... but maa kasam ye kya hai... seedhe coll ke authorities ki maa - behan kar di inhone to... poor coll and poor lecturers... seriously cant believe this is a real video...i mean kya mazaak hai yaar...

anyways what i wanted to say is that...i already put up in an earlier post that if u really wanna compete with the guys don take these ways where you lose your actuality...lose your command and other's faith in you.... what are you girls really upto i dunno.... but this is really not what is expected of you... i dont mean you stand up to each other guy's expectation and do it their way...obviously you have the right to keep your freedom to urself and also decide your lives....

but what you do does affect your parents.....

my post does never incur to the fact that guys can do this, this abusing in public, this smoking and boozing and drugs in public....

but whatever is the truth, this is not many may expect girls to be like....like these....one girl does this or a few girls do these and all the girls are blamed for this... jus cuz a few girls do prostitution we blame a society for this...isn't this a crime wt v r doin??? ofvourse it is.......

and i seriously feel that the women of today are losing their image in front of men ... they themselves are giving up what they have established in the eyes of others as "good people" .... girls of today as i've been telling are really on verge of a slip-up if they dont put their senses to use... this thing of trying to copy the western culture is jus spoiling us....

P.S. - all those who dint understand the post..please dont blame... try to figure it to ur sense

P.S.S - and yeah... this doesnt mean i support guys for such actions either....