i know that i dint find a small caption for the post.. but i think it explains it all... m posting after a small break.. i needed this break.. cuz i was goin thro loads simultaneously... stuffs with friends...stuffs with unknown aliens (call them acquaintances) .... and then proff, those sick dumbass.... and the magnitude of flying time.... i felt like all of them got over me ..got over my nerves...and then i needed a few days off.. many of my good buddies stood by me... i did share nothing with them..but jus presence with me was a great booster ..... i cud heal a lot faster....a lot better .... and then when i was getting over with this i had a terribly tiring and heavy day y'day.. enuf enuf ... blah blah !!!!!
few days back, i think on Thursday our college MECH HOD passed away ... and we got the news at 10.30, and our 1st lecture had just began...post lecture we came to know all classes has been suspended, but to my sudden surprise i found my class still goin on and that too the HOD taking it.. bullshit...
now at 10.30 when i told my classmates that tripathi died.. people had mixed emotions....roughly (may be) jus 1 or 2 were sad for him... most of us expected a holiday,the day and the next...and many were happy that someone cud show the bloody boozers that this is their fate...saala is used to drink daily...and then we cant expect him to be alive.. liver failure..nice ah .... poor ..
and the worst part was that we were happy...cuz we expected a holiday...now that's bullshit and "fucking disgrace"...that we thought so...i cant explain ..rather no one can..but the first thought of his death that we had was a holiday.. a bloody day off....i think i shud "ahhh chalo, finally a day off"...
but then i realized that it was a corrupted thought...a thought tat was not expected of me...or in that sense of no one...but that is the natural self..thats how we think..not only me..but all of us thought...that we need a holiday...
now tell me is that a crime...?? that is a crime??? is that hell crap ??what do i say..i feel so disgusted of maself...tell me what to do.. tell me what u may all have felt ?? wt reactions ??
anyways quite a long post may be..
m off to books...gre....byeeee.....
hey tripathi...RIP...thats all i have for u...
few days back, i think on Thursday our college MECH HOD passed away ... and we got the news at 10.30, and our 1st lecture had just began...post lecture we came to know all classes has been suspended, but to my sudden surprise i found my class still goin on and that too the HOD taking it.. bullshit...
now at 10.30 when i told my classmates that tripathi died.. people had mixed emotions....roughly (may be) jus 1 or 2 were sad for him... most of us expected a holiday,the day and the next...and many were happy that someone cud show the bloody boozers that this is their fate...saala is used to drink daily...and then we cant expect him to be alive.. liver failure..nice ah .... poor ..
and the worst part was that we were happy...cuz we expected a holiday...now that's bullshit and "fucking disgrace"...that we thought so...i cant explain ..rather no one can..but the first thought of his death that we had was a holiday.. a bloody day off....i think i shud "ahhh chalo, finally a day off"...
but then i realized that it was a corrupted thought...a thought tat was not expected of me...or in that sense of no one...but that is the natural self..thats how we think..not only me..but all of us thought...that we need a holiday...
now tell me is that a crime...?? that is a crime??? is that hell crap ??what do i say..i feel so disgusted of maself...tell me what to do.. tell me what u may all have felt ?? wt reactions ??
anyways quite a long post may be..
m off to books...gre....byeeee.....
hey tripathi...RIP...thats all i have for u...
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infact a real mark of respect would have been regular classes. and why mourn death? you start dying from the minute your born..its like your born to die.. so whats all the big fuss about??free
@ soin : i agree to tat ... "its like ur born to die". nice one
Condolences on the passing away of your HOD. May he rest in peace.
hmm.. you know.. its not your fault. We have become conditioned like that - rewind to school days. Someone dies, we get a holiday and a couple of sentences in assembly about him/her being a great person. Thats all. I can not recall one single time when someone told us to stop for a moment and think about what death meant.. the loss of a stranger means nothing to us right?
@ rohini :
dear ur very correct.. cuz v have been like this from schools... and yeah no one ever cared who died.. what we meant from death was a free day...
it does mean nothing to us ... but i think we have to change this in us.. or may be from the schools itself...
it wont happen with a flash..but yeah may be in times to come
the worst part was pple denied to give him blood not knowin his condition..
n soin copied those lines from iron maiden..
@kuchi.. no never.. which song it comes?? i already wrote once about this.. this my filosophy..free
Am sure ur HOD must be turning in his grave on reading your post.....lolzzz
Am sure ur HOD must be turning in his grave on reading your post.....lolzzz
@ shas :
may be yes... he might be furious at me for this.... but who knows he might even be boozing there... RIP ....
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