life is hard to deal ... but soft if let it deal itself !!

we all go thru times of stress and pain .. times when we just arn't in our best and times when we miss that "just-magical-touch" which could heal us ...there exists so much in our lives that we can simply let our past go off us and let the present play its plot cuz we are already too messed up and too dragged to think of what had happened ... i obviously dont mean to say that we shud leave our past and move on but yeah we could atleast not dwell on our past ...

already having so much utter shackles and shambles in life that if we give any more consideration to the unwanted , we might well land up in hell and then settle the affairs... but what if we could all this now ??

and this is possible (in my senses) when we stop dealing with the life and let it deal with us ... cuz at times its good that we dont take all the mess over us and let it on something else .... we keep track with so many people in life ... we trust so many people in life that if by some mistake one of those trusted ones criss-crosses our personal path and makes it public..then is when u lose ur trust on people ... not only on that individual but on all .... and that is the moment when we expect the others to stay on with us and understand us ....

whats wrong if we get numb to people's reactions ... we have life in us.. but we can still be vulnerable to people's comments and interference on us ....

i've become like this .... made myself vulnerable to everything ... atleast if not vulnerable... i'm being plastic in senses and dun let people see into me .... this is kind of perfect if u want people to stay off u and u want to stay aloof .... but then the fact arises when u need them to see thru u .... when u need people to see those sleepless eyes .... those lonliness in u .... u feel like had someone called us and asked , "what happened ?? " ... but that doesn't happen cuz of the plastic immune nature that i've got on myself ... the sheath that i've covered myself in doesn'e let me people feel me ... and so i end up at the end of the cliff alone .... no one even to push me off !!!!!!

this is what life gives u when u give nothing to life ....

i suffer ... we all suffer ... unless until we change ....

blessed by the immunity ... and shackled by the pity !!!!!

long past gone !!!!!!

i know it has been a very long time that i'm writing down ... but dunno somehow i'm not gettin that magical blog moments that i had months ago... may be cuz of increasing stress of final yr projects and books .... or the extreme nostalgia of missing moments and people .. what ever it is .... i m not able to scribble down my thoughts ... people are chasing me to hunt me down for some reason or the other ....

m keeping too low on my healt for the past week or so .... severe cough and cold .... and then as i'm i dint consult a doc .... toook few medicines .... and the changing climate in raipur is not having a great effect on me ... atleast not in the good sense ....

placements are on at the college and i've not appeared in even one of them till now ... !!! i've a very strong feeling that i may land up in no-man's land one day after the college life and then the most unimaginable and worst thing might happen .... sitting home jobless .... this is not what i'm meant for or at least i dont what this to be destined upon me ....

my plan of GRE has been an utter rupture as of now .... havnt taken a date till now and add it to the fact that its already dec end and then what is gonna happen ... m clueless !!!!!!!! jus bloddy clueless i'm .... i got no plan for the backup and this is gonna hit me real hard.... i jus wish i get a back-up job the least and somehow i give my GRE within the new-yr month .... i hope, let JAN bring in some luck and surprises for me .... cuz i need luck now more than ever ....

there has been too many ups and downs in a lot of things in life .... cant scribble all but yeah not the ones that i ever expected to happen .... dunno this final yr nostalgia is all over me and this is may be the reason that m missing my school buddies a lot .... i've been trying to get i n touch with the first nascent immature child gang of my life ..... somehow i need that sunshine ... the light and the hope to stick to the principles of mine ... . seeing people lose from everything to nothing has been a pain ... seeing people been devoid of damn luck and support has led me to somewhere ....

i know i might be talking some utter meaningless crap... but pardon me cuz thats what i'm when i'm messed up altogether ... i get no sense no life in me .... jus a few words jumbled in mind ... that which are being thrown out now ....

one thing is very clear from all these is that the more u get attached to someone in life... the more u repent for it .... if not repent but hurt for it ... !!!! this is what i've noticed in people in their lives ...

"captivity of negativity" .... this has been striking me for more than a week now .. !! i dunno why .. i dunno how ... jus comes to mind ....

adios !!!!!!!!11

The CAT finally meows ....

dint get any better or u can say any crap topic than this ....

chalo den ... finally the CAT is dealt with and m having fun now in nagpur station ... train at 11pm and what else can replace the time than net and blogging and den arsenal-chelsea now ..... m really missing the crunch ... wanted to see it live. ... but never mind .... good team selection from the italian ..... a draw is what i think may be outcome .. still i can bet on chelsea winning .... to tough ... but possible ... but gallas back ... lesc. ....

the day was great .... 15km from station was the centre and we stayed in some nearby hotel .... reached on time and started on time ..atleast for me .... my previous batch ppl had terrible experience .... their exams started 2 hrs late and den things really crapped up .. ... but rest management was not-so-bad ... cant blame the Prometric either .... they have been doing this very effieiently for yrs. ....

i personally felt that exam is not tough and i sincerely believe that the students who have really worked hard for this , can really crack it .... if they keep their cool and trust their decisions and major of all least negatives will be a great play for u all .... so everyone attempting CAT and if ur a serious aspirant then kindly try to eliminate options rather than sitting and wasting time .... really it did work for me at many situations.. proper analysis of the que and then eliminating the options with cool mind will do ... cuz for some que i had no clue .... still did them ..... but very sadly i dint expect to screw up in maths .... it was fairly easy and crackable .... but then i think cutoffs will shoot up ..... results will be out from 22nd jan....

all the best to all the fellow CAT buddies. .... have a great time and enjoy ....

rest is great ..... so l be back by tomo morning to the room and then will reply to all queries ....

adios ....

The Renaissance .......

yeah ,.... its been quite long ..... its feels alone to be away from this world ..... it was tough being away from this ..... but truely i checked many of my favourite blogs .... did miss out on many and den yeah m sorry to all those who may have been waiting for my postss .....my exams are halted for 10 days .... CAT .... and m also giving CAT on 29th.... dats DOT ... and know what!!!!1 .... havnt even given a single mock till now ..... i dunno how many ques come .... dunno any pattern ... m just giving it cuz i wanted to know what it is, "the toughest management exam in the world" ..... thats what people call it as .... just y'day i was told that it is 2 hr 15 min long battle with the computer ..... so i think up and ready for it .... lesc how it frames it ....

regarding my long absence everyone knew i'm having exams ... so dint dare to do anything else .... cuz m last min hurdle jumper ... no pre-prep ... some people can do it.... i cant .... m not so talented ... also i dint wanna screw up my final yr. , enuf i've done in the past three yrs ..... some remedy was needed ....

i've lots to write down ... but m leaving for nagpur (my CAT centre) tomoro .... i'll try a post again .... but sorry if i fail to ....

terrible times have hit me .....

waiting to get back on track ....

thanks each one of you for the evelasting presence here .....

Regards ....

sorry and empty

this post goes in for those who are following me and might have expected to continue with my posts .. but since these hectic exams and gre and stuf i'm not blogging at'll and its a month since i've done any proper blog ..... i have not been following any of the other blogs and even though i wanna comment and see all my favs blog... but m not able to ... m sorry to all of u ...

i want to scribble so much ... but m jus in wait for the exams to get over.... so many of my friends are doin contant posts .... but they are capable of multitasking .. which i real suck at .....

so this may be my last post (may be) ... for a month or more.... or it may even happen that i change my mind and start regular posts ....

so all of u out there ... thanks for the constant visits ... and all followers m really heartful for u ....

bye take care ...

The ... About Me .... TAG

so sorry friends ... i had been under covers for 8 days or so .... wanted to write a lot .. lots are in the drafts ... let me start with rohini's tag ..... this about me tag was nice and i really loved writing this .... 1. i love talking and chit-chatting with people .. an inherent quality ... and i love interacting with new faces ... i can go along with unknown people for hours & hours .... and i love making new buddies ....

2. i love using Sony Ericsson mobiles.. although i've a NOKIA but still .... any day they stand better than the nokias....

3. i'm a freak football fan and that too only after joining college .... cuz the surrounding effect ... i love watching matches ... Chelsea is ma favorite and i wanna see them play at Stamford once ... ... i m a blue thro n thro .... its a zeal seeing them play ...

4. once in my life i would love to meet APJ and Stephen Hawking for their contributions to space science ....

5. internet and gmail are my weakness... Add blogs to them now.... i'm madly addicted to these .... and yeah hell yeah ... Gtalk too ....

6. spite of the fact that i love meeting and making new friends , i love more being alone .... loneliness is my strength .... it energises me .... i'm best when i'm left in my solitude and fantasies ....

7. i dont want to get an arranged marriage ... I wish to be in love with someone and den have a love marriage ... make the happiest moments with her ... (although i know m quite close to the fairy-land )... i always dreamt of getting a cancerian girl ... (nothing related to any1) ... and i wish her name starts with "A" .. and ___________________ .....

8. Many times in my childhood and even few times now I've dreamt like someone pushes me off a huge cliff and then i fall into the valleys .... and there and then i die and its the end of me .... But Trust me, i would really want a sweeter death-written for me .... not like this. ... please ... that will be really harsh on me ....

9. a passion for me is cooking ... and its a hobby ... Another one is driving ... esp bikes .... Reading is myself .... and drenching in rains is just so me .. so so me.. and love that romantics ....

10. and most of all i hate ice creams ... paneer ... cheese ... ghee .... (not sweets...) ... seriously i hate ice creams ....

And off-late i've been irritated by pink colour too .... i hate pink ... and smoking and boozing are my prime hatreds ... evils .....

and in my life i'll try not to eat non-vegetarian food ... at least i'll make it very sure .... avoid it till 99.99 % .. until it costs for my existence ...

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i'm blogging after very long ... expect short posts from me ... seriously gotta prepare for GRE ... my only hope of life ...

:)

The Indian Dream

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wowiee... what a topic man.... what a great one to debate upon... all of us know ... each one has faced it... has seen it.. or atleast wanted to see it ... the free India.. the dream that each one of us have in us .. to have a nation of his choice ... to have a nation of our choice ... to see the nation be like 'America' or like 'china' or like 'Switzerland' ... be free and independent and ruling like a superpower ... tell me one person who doesn't dream his country to flourish in every damn field ... in every damn corner .. in every angle and in every hook ... YES , we all have grown like this.. our parents have grown like this... supporting the nation for everything... our grand-generation has given lives to make us see this future for us.. a nation thats so so better than what we had ....

almost many of the contestants have criticized the nation.. stating that its not worth what it is ... stating that we are losers... stating every damn reason to hate the mother nation.... giving thousand and one reasons for hating this country... for making it a bad place to live on ..... BUT i hate them..hate all those who talk like this .... Y ?????

yeah lemme tell u .... the blog-a-ton topic is "THE INDIAN DREAM" .... it means what we dream our nation to be.... what we would like our nation to look like. .... .. how do we visualize it to be 20 yrs from now ... 50 yrs from nw.... how do we see it for our grandchildren .... ..

i too have a dream .... to be selfish ... to be a selfish patriot ... to be a bloody-selfish patriotic person who just wants everything good for the nation ... just for me ... just for my country ... cuz then only it becomes possible for this nation to develop...develop better ... better than the bloody americans.. the bloody other country .... because all other countrymen are selfish for their country ... they want their country to develop ....

tell me how many us are ready to work and die for the nation ... ask all those fucking-bastards sitting in the silicon valley to come and serve the mother nation .... will they come ???? NO ... they wont ... cuz those assess are paid for their slavery to the americans.... paid in large amounts... and for them the money matters and not the nation .... yes and this outrage in me is jus cuz so many of us are only good enuf to talk.. and talk .. and do nothing ....

now do one more thing ... tell all those people who travel to abroad.. anywhere to go and spit at the roads of america or switzerland ... or germany and france ... no fucking bitch has the guts to that .... none can even think of doing that.... Y ??? cuz those roads are clean .. they follow rules.... but the moment they land at the indira gandhi airport ... they will come out and sit in a taxi .. open the window and spit out all the shit that they had in their mouth during the tour .... motherfucking assess... WHY ??? why do people become so negligent for the home nation... why cant we try and clean our nation.. y cant we atleast give a try to it ???? NO ONE will come forward to do this.....

have u ever given a thought what would have happened if Narayana murthy had left the country in search for a better life for him... just imagine ... WE would have lost one of the world's leading IT sector ... make him our idol to success .... really i thank Mr. Murthy .....

"kyunki, apne ghar ke safai mein haat kon gande kare" .....

(tr :" no one wants to dirt their hand for cleaning own home") ....

we have the highest number of population next to China ... and still we cant get above them... cuz the only reason that lies behind this is that we are not so sincere to the parent nation ...

1. each one of us dreams to have the best governing body at the centre ... but none of us has the freaking gut to step up and enter politics ..... enter into it and try to be a part of the governing india ... if anyone can do this .. then only we can get rid of corruption ....

2. each one us will die to see india win over pakistan .. anyday ... we want it ... we just want to see the indian cricket team cruise against pakistan .... but how many of us can really take up a carrier in that direction ????

3. we all are aware of the global warming situ and the situation of plastics ... but how many of us have stopped using plastics ??? may be not even .01 % of the educated WE ...... ??? or even less ....

4. we all do complain of dirt and shit around us ... but we forget its us who have done this ... and no one else ... no one but we are responsible for the mess around us...

5. how many of us are today ready to go into the indian air force or the army or even the navy ???? not many ... cuz they fear the loss of life ... but think what if those brave soldiers had thought the same ... or think what if gandhi and nehru had thought the same ???

then would we be here sitting and posting comments and taking part in such a competition @ blog-a-ton ??? NO ... NEVER ... EVER .... would we be freely walking on the roads .. freely singing and parting ....?? NO ....

so its a duty for all of us ... to do what we should have done decades back ....

And this is the true sense of an INDIAN DREAM for me ... and even for many else too .... a dream where we can have our own silicon-valley .... or own missiles without anyone's permission and aid .... our own army to battle the whole world ... our own google, microsoft and everything...

thanks all for being a great part of our nation ... a great part of our developing culture , society and contributing to its summit ....

if we all can really think and act wise ... we can really have an INDIAN DREAM outside jus this blog competition also ....

Jai Hind ....

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life for this moment .... and love every memory ...

everyone of us has had the bad times ....the good times....times wen we have had real tough things thrown at us that are above the caliber of our long hands to tackle ....but we battled to won.... stuffs that we never wanted to go through alone ... times when we really needed a friend , a shoulder to cry upon ... times when we just cried cuz we wanted to feel better ... times when we felt the absence of a love in our life.... a love that could have caressed us like a feather .... times when the angry dad told us to leave the home cuz we failed in our exams... times when those late night phone calls made us realize the importance of a true friend ... the necessity of being a true friend .....

the college ...time when those hostel foods were pathetic and all the group of friends starved till the early mornings until a cup of tea .... those heavenly cigarettes during the exam nights ...... those booze on a friends birthday .... those moments when we jus felt that being on a high might jus do all the evens for odds .... the misunderstandings that lead to minor fights ending up in chocolate gifts... those moments when we could endlessly listen to rock-metal music for weeks and weeks still being soft .... those moments when we had no cash ... no ATM balance ... No reserves ... and jus had lunch at a friend's expense .... those true moments when all of us felt that its better to die than strive under such ruthless and killing situations.... the jealousy in seeing a happy couple, when u r fresh out of a break-up .... the jealousy of a bestfriend over others...

those sleepless nights when u had big huge fights .... the disco discotheques with late night addictions ..... the 3 am walk on a lonely road .... the group trips with gangs .... memorable pics.... those accidents .... the hidden sex... the secret smooches .... the first puff of smoke ... the first drink... the first 'getting on a high' .... those bath-less dirty weeks ..... stinging physic with loadsa deo ... those secret crushes ... late night Maggie packets .... long Q in the hostels for the loo .... the first date ... the mass bunks ... the short-attendance lists ...

walking in the rain hands-in-hands with the beloved... those most cherished moments ....the 1st show movie tickets for black ... first tram journey ... the first flight .... the endless discussions on sex ... those porn movies ... the masturbation topics discussed with shame excitement and guilt :P .... the first sex talk on phone ....

we are all of us so fortunate to our friends who stand with us in spite of anything .. in spite of everything.. they shoulder us to the very start .. the very end ... to everywhere... they help us , tease us . beat us ... but love us ... the all of us have a history ... a past that we cant change ... a future that we can see..we cant design .... just the present to live for .. jus today to be alive .... then y waste time on the future and the past ... y not LIVE THE MOMENT ???? Y NOT DIE THE MOMENT ??? ....

lets do it today ... tell each one of them who matter to us ... thank them for making it in our lives.. for letting us in their lives .... for making it to the our pen of memories ... for letting us keep those pics.... for letting us cry ... for letting us laugh ... for giving us the smile ... for everything .... today lets be thankful and grateful to all our friends .... to all those who matter ... our parents .. our siblings .. the cousins ... the crush .. the love .... the girl-next-door ... to everyone .....

I LOVE U ALL FOR MAKING IT INTO A PART OF ME ... A PART OF WHAT I AM TODAY ....

lets spread this air of happiness ...

happy days ...

wooohooooooooo ... so many tags.... m so so thankful ....

many may not like this whole idea of tagging and stuff.. but i jus love that ... cuz tagging is just not fr fun or only as a passe. ... .. its the basic love .. affection .. a tradition in blogging mainly ... and if smeone tags us it really means that they remember us til now... and for times to come .... we are tagged cuz people know us.. and wanna know us better .... so if anyone tags me m so much excited and so much thankful to them .... and also i will follow it for every tag...

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i have been tagged for this both by guria and samadrita for this ... thanks re really ....

RULE 1- You can only say Guilty or Innocent.

RULE 2- You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!

RULE 3- Copy and paste this into your notes , delete mine and type in your answers and tag your friends to answer this.


Asked someone to marry you? Innocent.

Ever kissed someone of the same sex? guilty

Danced on a table in a bar? Innocent.

Ever told a lie? innocent

Had feelings for someone whom you can’t have back? guilt

Kissed a picture? Innocent.

Slept in until 5 PM? guilt

Fallen asleep at work/school? guilt

Held a snake? Innocent.

Been suspended from school? guilt

Worked at a fast food restaurant? Innocent.

Stolen from a store? Innocent.

Been fired from a job? Innocent.

Done something you regret? Guilty.
innocent.
Innocent.

Kissed in the rain? Innocent.

Sat on a roof top? innocent

Kissed someone you shouldn’t? Guilty.

Sang in the shower? innocent

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Innocent.

Shaved your head? Innocent.

Had a boxing membership? Innocent.

Made a boyfriend cry? Guilty.

Been in a band? Innocent.

Shot a gun? Innocent.

Donated Blood? Innocent.

Eaten alligator meat? Innocent (eww)

Eaten cheesecake? Guilty.

Still love someone you shouldn’t? Innocent.

Have/had a tattoo? Innocent.

Liked someone, but will never tell who? Guilty.

Been too honest? Guilty.

Ruined a surprise? Guilty.

Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you couldn’t walk afterwards? Innocent.

Erased someone in your friends list? innocent

Dressed in a woman’s clothes (if you’re a guy) or man’s clothes (if you’re a girl)? Guilty.

Joined a pageant? Innocent.

Been told that you’re handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said? Guilty.

Had communication with your ex? Guilt

Got totally drunk on the night before exam? Innocent.

Got totally angry that you cried so hard? Guilt.

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i have been really honured by each one of you for tagging me ... m jus so much thankfu l to u all... again ....i expect everyone to pick up these tags and do them..thanks

love u all ....

%% ..... 55 ..... hhmmm .. .. not exactly .... (+12)

i climbed up the mountains so tall and high
my heart thundered, and i wanted to try
i was deep into the dreams...that
i would never wake up until i fly ......

my thoughts were shattered and broken
it was the thunderous sounds of the rain.....
i sat on my couch looking through the window...
what the drizzle had in it, took away my pain .....

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i always imagine myself to be in situations when m struck very bad ... and somehow rain comes and heals the situation .... i dunno y i feel like this .... but may be cuz i love rains more than anything ....

happy new month ... to all the fella bloggers ...

so much to say ... still cant say ....

i'm so much in these. .... wt m i talking ???? .... leave it ... let me start over again .....



fine fine .... this is what m trying to say .... at times i feel so numb and may be like speechless in front of people .... before meeting them i've so much in mind to express... so much to talk to them ... so much to tell them that what i felt of them.. what i feel of them... but right at the neck of the moment when i see them .... that's it damn it ... i forget thiings... or may be i don feel like expressing them.... n pls i dunno wt's this that's happening... or happens with me ... i go black-out ... like some movie scenes..... like some dreams ....

even when its something that's good for them .... when i feel like advising them ..... i know that my advises may help them tackle with their situations..... but then again the same problem is that i cant express my views...... it feel so pathetic to be like this .... to be like this ... to be so dumb and speechless ....

its not like it happens to a particular girl.... not like the love scenes shown in movies and crap .... but it happens with my very close friends too...

friends to whom i can anything... and they wont mind tha... they will take it very lightly ... very jovially .... ad then still i dont tell them what i feel.... and this whole awkwardness is taken a great stride when i'm in a odd mood.... people like i'm ... i feel like kkeeping silent whenever i feel odd and detached from things.... i easily regain ma self when i dont talk to anyone and keep aloof .... it gives me tremendous energy .....

but that's not an answer of where i started .... what i'm in now .... the problem is i cant tell people what i feel... cuz the 1st and the foremost thing that comes to my mind is that "may be they 'l feel bad .... " and then i dont talk.. i jus keep shut .... i jus keep numb .... i have nothing to say.... and i feel may be i'll hurt people ... may be people wont understand me ... may be they will make funn of me .... whateva ....

and if this thing goes .. i think i wont be able to even tell my love to the girl whom i'll love heartout .. in case i find any .... i always imagine myself to be in talk with my very close friend and i tell them something that i feel by heart .. and then they take it so lightly .. like nothing happened...

i dunno what's all this ... may be i may be over all this in a day ... or few years ... or by an hour ... but at this time when m writing .. i feel like this ...

fine ... thanks friends for taking all crap from me .... u all are really awesome .....

another fete..from the bestest i've known....cloud 9

i should very sincerely apologize to this blogger - rohini prashant for not picking up her award for me and that too being so late and lazy ....

*sorry re*

and yeh as ever as all of m too extremely happy .... i have been awarded in back-2-back from the most awesome bloggers... samad ... and now its rohini ... who is jus so too goood to miss her posts anytime .... anything she writes i 'll read.....so nice she pens them ....

now coming to honour that .. actuall i dont knw the rules like everytime, every other blog ..... cuz even rohini doesnt know that ... :P .. so m clueless too..... in this m including as much ans as many i know who have been with me from the start ... old buddies,,,new ones too... especially vaishu ... whom with i had been chatting like a hell for 3 hrs on her post.... its been a real special applaud ...

so this award goes to ....




vaishu - i know u've been awarded by RP .. still i feel i shud honour again
guria
yeshu
Samadrita
pankhuri
pooja mahimkar
iyer paiyan
lakshmi
solitary writer
soul of a woman
manju gone blog

hey u all above.. i jus love u guys... u all rockk ..........

strangest thing happens..unexpectedly...but HOW??

really friends i'm sure this is a very rare and the strangest thing that has ever happened to me since the first day of mt blogging carrieer..... yeah trust me m not lying...

yesterday night i checked my dashboard at some time around 11.30 pm and there were some 62 unread posts of my followers and that was when i checked in jus after 3 hrs, i.e, i checked them last at 8pm .........that means within span of just 3 hrs my dashboard had 62 unread posts for me....and i think m close to following some 250 blogs...since it is the limit on the no u can follow..... and now when i got up in the morning at 5..as usual i always sit online whenever it is possible for me for some 20 mins and then from 5.30 on i'l sit to study....

today it wasn't the case...i thought i will start of with the gre word lists ... which m very poor in memorizing....and then thought will come ol ..check the dashboard and then again sit and study.....

when i signed to my blogger very strangely and to my utmost surprise i found that there isn't even a single new post from any of the followers.... it was extremely eerie for me....it has never happened before....whenever i check in my dashboards , i always find atleast 5-10 new posts to read... but today, there isn't a new post from last night 1 am... this is utterly different that's happening.....

where are all the best bloggers of the universe???? where r u all... y dint anyone scribble anything from last night.... dont do this..pls...this makes me feel lame...and handicapped ...... such addicted m i to this blogger-o-mania......

hey u all friends out there.. c'mon write something.... m getting bugged ...

that's it.......... bye

P.S. - me getting up at 5 isn't strange.. so dont argue... actually it isn't strange now.. might have been a month earlier...

so i have been awarded....my first blog award....

undoubtedly...m on cloud nine....now i think i can jump from a cliff and go straight diving into the cold waters and then hunt in the wild....like edward cullen.... awesome...m feeling so much on a high...as if m on drugs....

and the person who's responsible for this happiness of mine is samadrita....isn't it an honour to be awarded by that brilliant writer... OMG ... for once again i cant believe it...

thanks...

and like all other awards it too comes with some rules set by the distributor...

it is known as "Samadrita's Special Blog Awards"

1.)You have to display the award in your sidebar mentioning who you got it from with a link to his/her blog....well in this case my link (well wouldn't you say I deserve a li'l gratitude? :D)


2.)You can keep this award only to yourself or pass this on to more deserving bloggers of your choice.I leave the decision to you.(I'd say pass it on to others...spread the warmth)



that's ittttttt.......................



and now its the perfect time that i can pass it on to the best people whom i'm friends with on through blogging and also friends who re blogging....

SG
vishnu
soin
rajesh
neha
happy-birdie
yeshu
hot-piece-of-sass
kaka &
my-poetry

Thanks for all of u for making my blogging a sense and specially to the "soin" who took me to blogging desks...thanks a lot....

and i hope all of u can give it to many as amny u can...adn let the chain continue..

m jus overwhelmed....i cant say anymore....

awesomeness of nature...and its beauty

Tour of Suisse cycling race passing through St. Gotthard Pass, Switzerland .... courtsey : BING ...........

isnt it just looking mindblowing... what a lovely pic... just i was surfing and thought of using bing for a change from google.... and hence did i find it....